Today I heard that U're dating him already... suddenly everything becomes dark n blank... I know I should get out of your life but why seems like so hard for me to do it? Seems like I still wanna care for U n do everything I can for U? Just hope that whatever I do won't be troubles for your relationship... or maybe better for me to end everything?
I really don't know.... I really don't know whether this is the right thing to do or not... I just know that I do love U so much n never be able to get rid of U outta my mind... I don't even know what to think or what to do now... gosh... I really never ask for this feeling...
U ever asked me why I love U so much... well honestly, I really don't know.. though U never even care for me, still all I wanna do is to make U happy.. just wish could see your smile everyday.. U know why? because it always brights up my day... even the darkest one...
Do U know something? Since I met U, I always wanna be the best I can for U... I always wanna be with U, even though we just chat n doing nothing... but I always treasure every moment I can spend with U... I'm always happy just to hear your voice or listen to your stories...
I do realize that I'm hurt.... I do feel so hurt inside... but I really don't know why I can't get U out of my head n just stop loving U.... especially U're with someone else now n already happy...
I really don't know...
