Thursday, December 05, 2002

Ku tahu akan gelisahmu
Ku dengar tangismu
Ku sadar akan kegundahanmu
Namun aku tak berdaya

Betapa ku berharap
Mampu tuk melindungimu
Mampu tuk membuatmu tersenyum
Menghapus semua beban beratmu

Namun ku tak kuasa
Ku tak dapat berbuat banyak
Ku tak mampu melakukan itu semua
Maaf

Monday, December 02, 2002

You're there when I get up in the morning
You're there when I go to bed at night
You're always there wherever I go
Thought I was crazy

Been a while since I know you
Been a while since I have to forget you
Still you're always there
In my mind and in my heart

I wonder if I ever get rid of you
Or it's just me who doesn't want that happens
No matter what happens
I believe you're always in my heart
The night is so dark today
Even the stars wouldn't come out to brighten the night
I don't even see the moon face everywhere
Just like what I feel

My heart is so empty now
Got nothing to be seen yet to be felt
Wonder what's wrong with me
Wondeer what happened

Been trying so hard
Been trying over and over again
Yet nothing happens
U're still always in my mind

Just like a shadow that follow
Just like the cloud which always up there
You're there everywhere I go
You're there everywhere I look

Wednesday, October 16, 2002

Finally I can get out from that suck place
Though they said I must stay at home
Though they said that I must take a rest
Yet I never listened to them before

Been trying to get up from bed
Yet got no power to do that
Been trying to get rid of you
Yet you're always on my mind

Gotta take some more pils to be ok
But thinking of it make me sick
Been trying not to think of you
But all I have in mind is just you

Been telling myself that you love someone else
Yet I still hoping you
Been knowing it for long
Yet still I won't believe it

All I can think is you
Though you never think of me
All I can do is just love you the best I can
Though You never love me

Sonetimes I just wonder
If I should just let you go
Sometimes I just wonder
If I could just let you go

Now I know that you've found someone else
Someone you said that just friend for you
Now you're proving to me
That he's much more than that

Now I just wonder
If I should kill my feeling inside
Now I just wonder
If I could kill my feeling inside

The pain is killing me
But it's nothing compared to my heartache
The doc said that I won't make it
Yet I died already

What a pity haven't do anything in life
Yet I have loved you so much
Wish I could do more
Yet I don't have a chance even if I want to

So here I am lying in my bed
Waiting for my time to arrive
Yet I still wanna live
And love you for the rest of my life...

Though it's useless now
Still I love you so much
Though it's meaningless now
Still nothing would change my feeling for you

Thursday, October 10, 2002

Don't know why
Since I met u, it's just u on my mind
I know this seems like bluffing
But it's true

I always think of you
Wondering what you're doing
Wondering where you are
Wondering if u think of my too

I don't know what's happening to me
All I wanna do is just be with you
All I can think of is just you
All I can dream of is just holding you

I just wish I could be with you
I just wish I could just hold you tight
Though I know
It can't happen

So glad to meet you today
Yet so sad to see you too
Don't know what's on my mind
Everything seems so cloudy

So many words I wanna say
So many things I wanna tell you
So many feeling I wanna express
Yet my mouth just shut

I hope I could spend some time with you alone
Even if it's only for five minutes
BUt you said that we can't
Still you can go with your other friends

I know I'm nothing for you
I know I'm nobody for you
Maybe it's just me...
That love you so much...

Don't know when I can meet you again after this
Don't if I still have chance to see you again
I can't think of anything
All I can think is just you & hoping that I can be with you...

Monday, October 07, 2002

We're so close to each other
Yet seems like we're so far again
Been looking for you like crazy
Still can't find you anywhere

I wonder if this is the way
I wonder if this is how it's gonna be
I wonder if we really can't get united
I wonder if this is destiny

All I want is just meeting you
All I desire is just talking to you
All I need is you
Begitu banyak yang ingin kukatakan
Begitu banyak yang ingin kuceritakan
Begitu banyak yang ingin kuungkapkan
Namun mulutku terkunci

Begitu rindunya diriku
Begitu ingin kubertemu
Begitu inginnya kudekap dirimu
Namun semua hanya angan

Begitu sayangnya aku padamu
Begitu khawatirnya diriku padamu
Begitu ingin ku memilikimu
Namun semua hanya tersimpan dalam hatiku

Adakah kau rasakan apa yang kurasa?
Adakah kau inginkan apa yang kuinginkan?
Adakah...
Adakah kau mencintaiku seperti aku mencintaimu?
Kala pertama kukenal dirimu
Tak pernah kukira
Kan seperti ini cerita kita

Kala pertama kukenal dirimu
Tak pernah kuduga
Kan sesayang ini diriku padamu

Kala pertama kukenal dirimu
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Kan secepat ini kehilangan dirimu

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