Again & Again...

I know I did wrong
I know I caused you pain
I know I make you sad
I know I did it many times

But,
I try to change
I try to make things work
I try everything I can
I try my best to make things happen..

But,
You always said that I'm wrong
You always said that I'll never be better
You always said that your heart is frozen
You always said that you'll never forgive me

Then why...
You're still with me now
You still say that you care sometimes
You still say that I have to be better
Yous till say that we're lovers

I wonder...
Why everything has to be over and over again....

Agan & again...

Gosh, again like always, another headache over again headache. I wonder when will this game of life will end. I wonder why everything I do in life is always wrong. I wonder if people ever get 2nd chance to change bad habits. I wonder why after trying so hard still I'm always wrong... Can anyone tell me why thing is always so complicated. Wish I could just vanish into the earth & don't have to think about anything at all...


Can someone tell me does people really can change into a better way? 'Cos I do change but seems like the changes never good enough....

Tired... Really tired finally....

Gosh, just take my life away so that I don't have to get this headache anymore.....